why me

from bad to worse

i have been having a bully problem since the begging of school. but slowly i feel it has escalated.  at first she stole my best friend. then she stole all my friends. except for 4 who were rejected.  the rejects. me and the rejects. for awhile they were the ones ( except my parents) who actually cared, i was so sad i would cry. they were the only people who helped me through it. until lately, when even they started to reject me. so my 4 friends went down to 2. yesterday in class it went from 2 to 1. and today my only friend , Emily said that i was jealous of her playing and having more friends then i do, even though i was mad at her for breaking a promise. well back to the begging, at the very begging ( after she stole my best friend) when i walked up and asked what they were talking about , she said " its none of your  business, that's eaves dropping.''. for the first month i tolerated it, but i just got so fed up with it i that before math class one day i asked and yet the same response, so i let it all out. i yelled but not exactly. i said "it's not eaves dropping if someone  asks you a guestion! that's a lie! its not true!" and you know, me and the '' rejects'' sit at one end of the table well everyone sits at the other side. the say they dont want anyone to feel disconnected, but how do they think we feel. why me!