why me

from bad to worse

i have been having a bully problem since the begging of school. but slowly i feel it has escalated.  at first she stole my best friend. then she stole all my friends. except for 4 who were rejected.  the rejects. me and the rejects. for awhile they were the ones ( except my parents) who actually cared, i was so sad i would cry. they were the only people who helped me through it. until lately, when even they started to reject me. so my 4 friends went down to 2. yesterday in class it went from 2 to 1. and today my only friend , Emily said that i was jealous of her playing and having more friends then i do, even though i was mad at her for breaking a promise. well back to the begging, at the very begging ( after she stole my best friend) when i walked up and asked what they were talking about , she said " its none of your  business, that's eaves dropping.''. for the first month i tolerated it, but i just got so fed up with it i that before math class one day i asked and yet the same response, so i let it all out. i yelled but not exactly. i said "it's not eaves dropping if someone  asks you a guestion! that's a lie! its not true!" and you know, me and the '' rejects'' sit at one end of the table well everyone sits at the other side. the say they dont want anyone to feel disconnected, but how do they think we feel. why me!

potty mouth

what the poo

lately i'v become very accustom to saying one thing when i'm mad. what the poo!
iv become so used to it, i say it when i am happy or surprised. i want to know what weird things you say. comment bellow and if yours is crazy enough i will send you a shout out in the next blog!   

the wolf ate my cupcake

my weird dream

last night i had a dream, not a good one, the ones you get every so often, you know the weird ones. i didn't understand it. maybe you will, so here it is. i was at the ice cream shop. When my grand mother walked in and she started chasing me through the forest. Then she started throwing watermelons at me. when i came to this little shack in the woods. it looked like the shack from brave. it was a cupcake shop. then the owner, who was a bee, came up to me and gave me a cupcake.then he said that if i didn't leave now he'd sting me. then i magically apperd at the movies. my dad and brothers were there, in there underwear. i bought some tickets ( my neighbor was the one who was working, and shes 3). my dad and brothers took them. i kept buying more and they kept taking them, my dad says he was building a military school. then this man comes up to me and asks if i'm going to eat my cupcake so i gave it to him. he ate it (the bee tricked me) as soon as he did , he turned into a wolf. and that's how a wolf ate my cupcake.   

charity book

charity book

okay so its been a while since iv blogged. in that time a lot has happened. my birthday, yeah ,report cards came, but unlike the others the one is not happy. I am being bullied. but we need to talk about now. today while i was cleaning my room ( my mom insisted)i thought about something id done before. i'm going to have a toy drive and fundraiser for the hospital. If you have any way to help me comment below.

the story of my life ( or part of it)

New family member

yesterday my family got a new member, well not exactly,but we did get a new dog. Her name is Kaiya. Her owner didn't want praise ( that was her name be fore we changed it). The lady we got the dog from breeds Samoyeds then trained them to be show dogs. but that lady made me really mad when she said that she couldn't use her because her thighs are deformed and so she walks with her back paws sticking out.i think its adorable. deformed thighs my but, well actually... the dogs but!  

dance - or what i call it

Thriller

so yesterday was the recital i mentioned in my last blog. well it wasn't a dance recital, it was a  flash mob. thriller is what we danced to. every time i hear that song i think about how messed up the guy who wrote that song must be. so i did it just in time before hurricane sandy.

my first blog

the lucky time

a lot of times in life things don't go your way, but in some rare circumstances you do. life is just funny that way.like these which have happened to me in the last couple of weeks which i was not expecting

• my dad took me to great country farms
• my friend gave me a present
• i got the lead in the school play
• i'm having a dance recital
• i found a brand of dairy free chocolate

so how lucky is that!I love it when it goes my way!